Tell Me Where Your Love Lies
He made you feel so safe
Wrapped up in his embrace
You felt the butterflies inside
And your heart began to race
But you were just a stupid girl
Refusing to see his flaws
You didn’t even comprehend
While he slowly sank his claws
He told you that he loved you
And you thought you loved him too
But you stupid, foolish, little girl
None of those things were true
He held you tight, you did the same
You held his body close
You thought he’d take away your pain
Stupid girl, you should have known
All he wanted was to cause more pain
And keep you in the dark
He let you sit out in the rain
While he ripped apart your heart
He cut you to the bone with words
You tried to ignore his lies
You stupid, fucking, needy girl
You saw it in his eyes
He didn’t care one bit at all
He wanted you filled with fear
He made you feel so weak and small
Too much for you to bear
You closed your eyes and ignored the pain
Letting him win again
Living in his world of rage
You hid it all within
Stupid girl you were naive and dumb
You told yourself he’d change
He took your soul and made you numb
Running through his endless maze
No comfort from the fear he caused
You let yourself be scared
He gained more power over you
Yet you still believed he cared
You let him take it all away
Every thing you had inside
You kneeled, you begged, you even prayed
While inside you slowly died
He wrapped you tight in his embrace
An overbearing hug
He put his hand over your eyes
And told you it was love.
ReplyDeleteI am a silly girl too. 😥 Hurts.
Hate that I lost myself so deep, that I didn’t see what was coming.
That I was not being sought after, loved, or even valued as a friend..
put him to high on a pedestal.
He was too good for me.
Out of my league.
I wasn’t what he wanted.
I am tired of being that silly girl -
Tired of crying,
I’m over it,
Time to forget he exist, today
And build myself up
Because I do exist.
Love you, com’on silly girl, it’s time for us silly girls to be driven, loved, valued women, strong girls who don’t need to define herself by a man or person, and loves herself first and will be pursed loved and sought after. Time to free ourselves. 💜
This touches my heart. This is what it's all about - exploring, facing, and sharing the hurt we have experienced and not being afraid to release it. The strength it took to even leave that comment gives me strength in return to keep fighting and writing and sharing my experience with you. Thank you!
DeleteI miss you
DeleteIt is love it's her he was angry with it was all the outside influences pulling them apart again like they always have filling her with lies and making their look like the least amount of importance if if he meant nothing simply because of their opinions.
DeleteMy love lyes in her heart where it's always been.
DeleteAs I see my reflection in your pain. I realize that no matter how lonely I may feel, I'm never alone. I see that although born from tragedy. What the pain gave birth to. Is a far more beautiful version of me. Thank you
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