Tell Me Where Your Love Lies


He made you feel so safe 
Wrapped up in his embrace 
You felt the butterflies inside
And your heart began to race

But you were just a stupid girl 
Refusing to see his flaws 
You didn’t even comprehend 
While he slowly sank his claws

He told you that he loved you 
And you thought you loved him too
But you stupid, foolish, little girl 
None of those things were true 

He held you tight, you did the same 
You held his body close 
You thought he’d take away your pain
Stupid girl, you should have known 

All he wanted was to cause more pain 
And keep you in the dark 
He let you sit out in the rain 
While he ripped apart your heart 

He cut you to the bone with words
You tried to ignore his lies
You stupid, fucking, needy girl 
You saw it in his eyes 

He didn’t care one bit at all 
He wanted you filled with fear
He made you feel so weak and small 
Too much for you to bear 

You closed your eyes and ignored the pain 
Letting him win again 
Living in his world of rage 
You hid it all within 

Stupid girl you were naive and dumb 
You told yourself he’d change 
He took your soul and made you numb 
Running through his endless maze 

No comfort from the fear he caused 
You let yourself be scared 
He gained more power over you 
Yet you still believed he cared 

You let him take it all away 
Every thing you had inside 
You kneeled, you begged, you even prayed 
While inside you slowly died

He wrapped you tight in his embrace 
An overbearing hug
He put his hand over your eyes 
And told you it was love. 

Comments


  1. I am a silly girl too. 😥 Hurts.
    Hate that I lost myself so deep, that I didn’t see what was coming.
    That I was not being sought after, loved, or even valued as a friend..
    put him to high on a pedestal.
    He was too good for me.
    Out of my league.
    I wasn’t what he wanted.
    I am tired of being that silly girl -
    Tired of crying,
    I’m over it,
    Time to forget he exist, today
    And build myself up
    Because I do exist.
    Love you, com’on silly girl, it’s time for us silly girls to be driven, loved, valued women, strong girls who don’t need to define herself by a man or person, and loves herself first and will be pursed loved and sought after. Time to free ourselves. 💜

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    1. This touches my heart. This is what it's all about - exploring, facing, and sharing the hurt we have experienced and not being afraid to release it. The strength it took to even leave that comment gives me strength in return to keep fighting and writing and sharing my experience with you. Thank you!

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    2. It is love it's her he was angry with it was all the outside influences pulling them apart again like they always have filling her with lies and making their look like the least amount of importance if if he meant nothing simply because of their opinions.

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    3. My love lyes in her heart where it's always been.

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  2. As I see my reflection in your pain. I realize that no matter how lonely I may feel, I'm never alone. I see that although born from tragedy. What the pain gave birth to. Is a far more beautiful version of me. Thank you

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